I feel... God! I'm not feeling anything. And this is all about the drugs. Everythig can be teated. Oh, really? Even madness?? Even sorrow deep inside my heart...?
If only somebody could hug me. If I had anybody to hug...
Day by day, night by night...
I'm the same as I've always been. Do not look at me like that...
I'm not a freak, I just need a warm hand to show me the world.
f/f in... love?
Last night I died. It was a quick death by car accident. I just had to open my eyes to realise if I was still alive. I was... Damn!
I'm dying... to feel and... to believe...
I do believe... but believe in what? There must be a truth, somewhere...
Tea with friends?
Firstly, it would be nice to have a friend... and some tea of course. This is also importaint to have a place.
However, you must be brave. I'm afraid that it is my weak piont...
Oh, well...
...nobody had ever said it was easy
f/f in madness
"Yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive" (G.G.D.)
I'm bleeding... Blood... everywhere... Blood in my soul, in my eyes and... in my heart... leaking... dripping... on the floor. Dirty floor. My whole live.
The same questions... and no answers.
Not even now.
Not even now, when I almoust know who I am. Who I suppose to be... Who I... am? Or maybe who should I be... to feel that I'm not dead.
madness...
sorrow...
and madness again...
and again...
and again...
yeah, I'm bleeding
/I need some sleep
You can't go home like this
I try counting sheep
But there's one I always miss
Everyone says I'm getting down to low
Everyone says, "You just gotta let it go"/ (Eels)
Nie chowaj się, nie uciekaj przed miłością... Nie błądź - powstań. Pokochaj. Siebie. Innych. Pokochaj by żyć i by umrzeć... A ja.. zasnę... Czy jestes w stamnie mnie obudzić??
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Ona się martwi. Martwi się o swoją siostrę. To widać i czasem czuć. Nic dziwnego - to jej siostra...
No ciap... upadam... upadam całkowicie...
"Człowieka można zniszczyć, ale nie pokonać". Można mnie pokonać... właśnie zostałam pokonana...
Świat gdzieś obcy, gdzieś daleki... i ja...
samotny kwiat
Jak tak dalej pójdzie to mnie faktycznie wyślą do psychologa...
płaczę...